Interior submission yest. I skipped SIM match for this T_T Urghh, 5 more days to final sub! Noo more sleeeeeeep. Gon rush to e print e A1 boards too. God bless me!!
Friday, January 30, 2009
Counting down to 04/02
Interior submission yest. I skipped SIM match for this T_T Urghh, 5 more days to final sub! Noo more sleeeeeeep. Gon rush to e print e A1 boards too. God bless me!!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
18 days to final submission
Finally a fruit from all these sleepless nights. Sorry all whom i said i'll blog during this period, it gets so hard to discipline myself to write these days. =( 3d, cad drawings, final model touch up, presentation board, portfolio, joint crit. Omgg, i doubt i'll even enjoy myself during CNY. 4th feb please come real sooon! I neeeda sleep, i neeeda disc!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009
Haha, just realize how long my reflections are.
Now 2009, its really time i get serious in my life. Im gonna be 18 soon, my gosh. Year of 17, i failed to take charge of my life; 18, i'll kill myself if i fail again. Lol.
1) Tune myself back to studies. Find back that passion for Archi.
2) Work my arze off. Im gonna win back everything with hardwork. No more looking down on me, classmates aka bloody sceptical ppl.
3) No more lazing. Self-discipline!
4) Time management. Start work damn early, im not gonna be rushing throu sleepless nights till the last hour before submission.
5) Make peace with myself. Love who i am.
6) Make peace with family. Control my temper. Be a good daughter/ sister.
7) Be a good friend. To all i can, i'll be there for the love ones.
8) Improve my PR. Shall stop whining bout people.
9) Extend my knowledge. Start reading the papers and watch the news evernight. [serious.]
10) Frisbee. Make full of every training i've got, never ever lose the passion. Im playing for life.
11) NO MORE SUPPER.
Gooo me.
Okay, im pretty excited what fate has in stall for me in 2009.
Mmm, well im still waiting for the first one, rather patiently... :)
Hehe.
Now 2009, its really time i get serious in my life. Im gonna be 18 soon, my gosh. Year of 17, i failed to take charge of my life; 18, i'll kill myself if i fail again. Lol.
1) Tune myself back to studies. Find back that passion for Archi.
2) Work my arze off. Im gonna win back everything with hardwork. No more looking down on me, classmates aka bloody sceptical ppl.
3) No more lazing. Self-discipline!
4) Time management. Start work damn early, im not gonna be rushing throu sleepless nights till the last hour before submission.
5) Make peace with myself. Love who i am.
6) Make peace with family. Control my temper. Be a good daughter/ sister.
7) Be a good friend. To all i can, i'll be there for the love ones.
8) Improve my PR. Shall stop whining bout people.
9) Extend my knowledge. Start reading the papers and watch the news evernight. [serious.]
10) Frisbee. Make full of every training i've got, never ever lose the passion. Im playing for life.
11) NO MORE SUPPER.
Gooo me.
Okay, im pretty excited what fate has in stall for me in 2009.
Mmm, well im still waiting for the first one, rather patiently... :)
Hehe.
2008
2008 has been a rather rough patch for my life. Graduating from secondary school, coming into a totally new surrounding and culture. Been immerse in Architecture, studying everything from Tadao Ando to floor slabs, roof rutters... Becoming a sports person, a totally ridiculous thing i'd do in my past. And most importantly, been force to ditch that lazy, undiscipline, rather loserish attitudes i've been praticing in Regent.
I had a hard time catching with everything.
I fail to discipline myself to ditch the laze and be a more hardworking kid in the fast-pace archi class.. It seriously killed my results against all the hardworking kids.
Its hard catching up to be a sports person. It was miserable feeling so loserish in the club. Everyone can run, everyone can jump. The pace was fast, very fast - 6 months since SP Ultimate has been up, and the the vast recognition it'd gained is "ridiculous". I cant say i've become good player. But i'll applaud myself for surviving throu the bitchy times having to show my weakest link out so apparently to everyone. Im glad i held on, if not i'll never find the beauty of sports, the passion for Ultimate, and the very good bunch of teamates who became such supports for my life.
That apart, i hate to admit. Frisbee took up so much of my mind and body, i realize i lost my initial aim coming into poly.. That aim of becoming an architect is turning vague. Theres only a certain amount of passion one can give upon to things, and as my passion for frisbee burns, my love for architecture start to fade. I know my family's dissapointed, very. They'd do all they can to give me the best for archi, just for a hope of me doing well. By so much luck, i went throu the interview and landed myself a seat in it; but now im screwing everything up, putting so much time into my cca, risking myself to retain the year. Urgh. What the hell im thinking.
Its a lesson, i should never believe i can ever juggle both things.
08 couldnt be worst, as i screwed my priorities, i felt such failure, i lost all that trademark optimism; all the self confidence. I din only tampered my relationship with my family, my low self esteem lose me quite a few frens too.
Urgh. Now writing here, i realize how screwed up my 2008 has been.
My New Year resolutions gonna be damn loong.
I had a hard time catching with everything.
I fail to discipline myself to ditch the laze and be a more hardworking kid in the fast-pace archi class.. It seriously killed my results against all the hardworking kids.
Its hard catching up to be a sports person. It was miserable feeling so loserish in the club. Everyone can run, everyone can jump. The pace was fast, very fast - 6 months since SP Ultimate has been up, and the the vast recognition it'd gained is "ridiculous". I cant say i've become good player. But i'll applaud myself for surviving throu the bitchy times having to show my weakest link out so apparently to everyone. Im glad i held on, if not i'll never find the beauty of sports, the passion for Ultimate, and the very good bunch of teamates who became such supports for my life.
That apart, i hate to admit. Frisbee took up so much of my mind and body, i realize i lost my initial aim coming into poly.. That aim of becoming an architect is turning vague. Theres only a certain amount of passion one can give upon to things, and as my passion for frisbee burns, my love for architecture start to fade. I know my family's dissapointed, very. They'd do all they can to give me the best for archi, just for a hope of me doing well. By so much luck, i went throu the interview and landed myself a seat in it; but now im screwing everything up, putting so much time into my cca, risking myself to retain the year. Urgh. What the hell im thinking.
Its a lesson, i should never believe i can ever juggle both things.
08 couldnt be worst, as i screwed my priorities, i felt such failure, i lost all that trademark optimism; all the self confidence. I din only tampered my relationship with my family, my low self esteem lose me quite a few frens too.
Urgh. Now writing here, i realize how screwed up my 2008 has been.
My New Year resolutions gonna be damn loong.
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