Stay Real

Stay Real all the way from Taiwan!

Thanks Tongtong!!

What you are

Love Jewel.

A flower is a flower,

it doesnt need to know how to bloom

Light is light,

just knows how to fill the room.

And dark is dark,

so the stars have a place to shine

The tide goes out

so it can come back another time.

Goodbye makes hello so sweet

and Love is love so it can teach us

we are already are

what we are,

what we are..

is beautiful.

no love, no glory

Why you have to deny every single thing, like I've never lived.
Thats not how you play this game, you cheated.. and im left to pick up the pieces.

end

美麗會凋零 泥土 埋葬森林

美麗會凋零 腐朽 我的愛情

Budak Pantai

Awesome guys from Budak Pantai!
Mike was so cute, he forgot and signed our albums twice. & had to repeatedly tell his mistake to the other member counting the signatures. Yes they helped us count the signatures, "you're missing Kah Keh, wait i go get him sign." Haha! Very.. human guys/uncles! They definately deserved to be Singapore Cultural icon lah!

If life gives you lemons..

"If life gives you lemons, sell them and make a fast buck!"
-Budak Pantai

Dear Friend

"忽然發現心動跟心痛只是一線之間.

想要自私的祝福自己, 希望下一次心動時不會再心痛."

Winterleague came and gone again.

But I still remember this, from a friend I'll probably never meet once more.

幸福

“没有幸福，只有自由与平静。”

那幸福是设么。。

Country Strong

I have weathered

Colder winters; Longer summers

Without a drop of rain

Push me in a corner

And I'll come out fighting

I may lose but I 'll always keep my faith

Cause I'm country strong

Hard to break

Like the ground I grew up on

You may fool me

And I'll fall

But I won't stay down long

Cause I'm country strong

I wish i have a piece of you.

Something that would at least ease a tad bit of the loss I'm made to go through every night. Something that I can hold on to and feel your warmth, before the chill of true hard fact hits in. That things may not go back to where we've left them, that this may be the abrupt end to the long run and everything hopeful.
Some nights, I stay up hating you bringing me through these. Some nights, I break down and miss you. Lately, I decided to look out of the picture and take whatever's coming my way. Took years of humiliation to master that, now Im pretty good at it.

Maybe I need that piece of you. maybe, maybe I don't..

Good time, for a change

Eugene got me this awesome archi presentation book! I love it!
This time, im really gonna work hard, hard, hard. *Huge warm hugs* to everyone there. You guys gave me a new meaning to life. :)
To dad, to mommy, to the siblings, to everyone who cares. I love you. <3
Thanks for listening to me, being there guilding me through this almost despair period. Camy, Jassie Png. Im blessed with angels by my side. :)

You were never there, it hurts, i still cry. But what am i to say its wrong to do so, right..

The Lovely Bones

"These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections — sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent — that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it.

The events my death brought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous lifeless body had been my life."

Crazy BP

Sight of it makes me crazzzeh!!

And I've still got my drainage undone!

And the radio's playing Feilunhai omg. Im going crazy.

Giam He

我不好也不壞　不特別出眾　我只是敢不同
我的人生就是　一錯再錯　錯完了再從頭

也許放棄掉一些　活得更輕鬆　我卻不再是我
我不願一生　曬太陽吹風　鹹魚也要有夢

有一天有我的天空

Change

Woke up to a brand new day.

Time to change.

♥

To one of the most awesome person in my life,

HAPPY BIRTH DAYYYY GIRL!!!!!!!

TO 12 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, TO BEING THE TOUGHEST GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN. TO ALL THE MAYDAY SONGS WE SING SCREAM AND YELL.

所有悲伤现在停止，重新开始。

Alcohol

Theres a reason why i dont drink. I hate the feeling of losing control of yourself. So much for the discipline to hold up your values, avoiding things that'll get you regret every moment after. Not getting carried away by alcohol is just a resposibility for yourself, for the parents, all the time they spent to nuture you. They say you are the real you when you're drunk, but whose not self-centered, vulgar and crazy. Guarded by moral and rationality - losing them, we are all the same isnt it.
As much as I dislike drinking, I dont like to see my love ones getting carried away by alcohol. Period.

Two

Cant believe Alvin waited 2 hours under my place to surprise me with this new Taiwanese bubbletea he found. Only to miss me walking pass to take e lift up! And my super suay phone got flat during the hours. Hahaha! Still it really really warms my heart.
Heres to the 2nd month! =)

Cosmofriends

宇宙人 X 1976


宇宙人 X TIZZY BAC


宇宙人 X 旺福


宇宙人 X 五月天!!!

Best thing when your favourite bands are good friends.
You get all these awesome collaborations! Heheh.

思念总是让我受困 脱不了身
我摸黑找不到 回家的路程


最近感觉握紧在手中的东西 一直不断得流失。。

Aubrey

And Aubrey was her name,
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But whos to blame?
For a love that wouldnt bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme it doesnt mean a thing.

And Aubrey was her name.
We triped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was june.
No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,

But God I miss the girl,
And Id go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.

And Aubrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same,
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I cant have the one I want, I’ll do without the best.

But how I miss the girl
And Id go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.

Over the holiz

Made up my little piece of garden!

Now i can say, Sagethegardener gardens! Hahahaha.

Architekture

6 more months, and im out of it.

午夜三點 風雨交加

路邊攤　我和她　電影散場

路邊攤　雨棚下　聊到打烊

那一秒以為　她跟我的故事　

世界上最偉大

我愛她　那個暑假

Its always this time into the nights, I start regretting my decisions. Fark.

才發現 已經過了一生

不眠

作詞：楊明學 作曲：范瑋琪

7點10分 清晨時分 慵懶的氣氛

睡不著 醒不了 我又失了魂

我枯坐著 望著日輪

卻以為是黃昏

鳥嗚聲 讓我回神

才發現 已經過了一生

浮浮沉沉 假假真真

為誰辛苦 為誰認真

為何努力 為何犧牲

拼了再拼 忍了又忍

還是欲望 這種本能

會讓人忘了 有多心疼

只是不知 無論如何

到了最後 還不是一個人

到了最後 才發現不是 一個人

One of my favourite piece.

Rest in peace, 楊明學。

(500) Days of Summer

It sure is not a love story. But well, in the end you realize how bold and nicely imperfect the whole story is. Show you all the shits you're tricked into thinking what are the most beautiful things in the world, to find the next day everything is but what you were all over the moon bout.
How Love pricks and breaks your heart, but eventually that right one will still come along.

Anyway I love how they played Carla Bruni and Regina Spektor throu the film. How they spoke bout Octopus Garden and Ringo Starr. I love them!

"Its a monster thing!"

Cutest thing ever!! :D

Adriana Lima sketch

Yay, finally done with Adriana Lima's sketch. So sad i realize the eyes too late, couldnt change it by the time. Took a new technique to do the facial shades, am always afraid showing the strokes might make the skin seem too rough. But it turned out pretty well! Tempted to start on a Zooey Deschanel soon!

She & Him

Falling in love with Zooey Deschanel.

Give me half a year.

I'll show you i deserve the number on my back. That giving me this number is never a mistake. That im here, for no other reason, but to play ultimate and become a player i never see myself as one year ago.

Next Singopens, I wanna be your first 7.

Sing Opens 2010

Last pic for Gwen Ambler. :)10 more hours to first match.

Never dared to say this, but im prepared!

Tomorrow, I'll sleep well. We'll all sleep well.
Cant wait to cheer our awesomely kawaii cheer!! :D

少年骑士，冲啊!

陳傑瑞 - 我不相信

Nice mv.

跟记忆迎面交集

極限
词:葛大为/徐佳莹 曲:徐佳莹

對占星執迷 需要空洞 的鼓勵
才認清自己 逞強終究 只是逃避
放棄止痛劑 跟記憶 迎面交集
我依然堅持 回到家才哭泣

我的極限 就到這裡 就算永遠 不能痊癒
太害怕安靜 所以習慣 自言自語
你的極限 也在這裡 別跨越 我失序的心
如果我是你 會更殘酷離去

副作用不明 但意志 還算清醒
我真的慶幸 不曾自我否定

我的極限 就到這裡 早該禁止 繼續沉溺
在崩潰前夕我會承認 我已失去
你的極限 也在這裡 收回 最後一次感性
如果我是你 不會浪費同情

我的極限 就到這裡 早該禁止 繼續沉溺
在崩潰前夕 我要承認 我已失去
你的極限 也在這裡 收回 最後一次感性
如果我是你 我會同情自己

Jurong Hill

Lost in lights.

-

Hung by the last thread. Dearest, if you dont know. Things are more critical than it seems.

Good nights.

.()"""").... /\__/\

..( ' o', )')(\( '(oo)' )
...Good Night

29 August 2010

You say you like stress, it pushes you to give your best.

我 也就這一次

放肆了 瘋狂一次。

Open up a side, step out of the square and look.

Now it only feels everything boils down to a most fundamental question..

名偵探敗給心上人

HAHA NEW ALBUM! Uh definately strange with just 3 of them. But really, not alot would weigh education over rising fame. Yeah way to go Ada! 这才宇宙啦!

第36個故事

一頁台北

“聽說, 巴黎是個戀愛的城市, 我在想, 那台北呢?”

台北也许是梦的开始吧。

空虚的夜晚，又听起苏打绿的左边 设法凭空想象你家乡的清晨会是设么感觉。会像歌里 那么沉默，诗意吗。。

每次听苏打绿和陈绮贞都很有感触，想是身处在世界最远的角落，还没被拍卖的角落。

那角落也许是心灵的修行，但我也相信最简单的环境捏造最简单的心灵。

梦想去台湾，感受最单纯的音乐，文章，画作。

梦想 静静的生活。。

SPU

Theres a reason why i still wear SPU jersey, why i cried when we lost to NYP, why i still feel so farked up 3 days after the lost.

I've been here from the start.
and always till the end.

Get that.

。緣。

Why you have to be at the other end of the world, 12 hours from where im staying awake brooding over another joke of Fate again.

De.. despic.. despick.. despicable me.

ITS SOO FLUFFY, IM GONNA DIE!!!!

Muachee?

Thanks for being such a dummy to drive all the way to get the Kois with me. :)

WORLDS 2010

Uhh hopefully the online streaming site works in Sg!

GO SIN CITY!

GO RIOT!

GO BUZZ BULLETS!!

Datum:KL

Blur, Diller Scofidio + Renfro

House N, Box in Box in Box

House H

House O, Sou Fijimoto

Block B, Chris Chong

Datum:KL was inspiring. How architects around the world come together for a movement, bringing our technology back to the primitive living. Especially love Sou Fujimoto's designs, very zen, very quiet, very Jap; yet are all so profoundly crafted spaces.

Trip wasnt perfectly enjoyable, but the lessons and knowledge brought home from the conference definately pays for everything. Yes, despite having to stay in hotel alone, nursing the damn cramp. Hahaha. Am hoping to make it annual to attend archi conferences. :)

Knights

For the Coach,
for the most awesome Teamates,
for the very reason why i am here,
I WILL SURVIVE.

飞盘骑士，帅！

6 words

Some Ultimate reads.

It's universal point, you're the captain. You have EXACTLY 6 words to say to your team to fire them up to win the game. Go.

- Zero to zero, game's to one.

- You don't score until you score. ~ American Pie

- Give them nothing, take their everything.

- When in doubt, lay out!

- This is what we play for.

This is what we play for...

青春

青春 就是闯，

失败了 爬起来 再闯。

Stay strong. Stay strong. Stay strong qinyi.

p.s.
If you're lonely over there, Dad please know im here thinking of you.

Zero Discplacement

Zero Discplacement,

Where I started out, where a part of me will always lay.

思念

詞／曲：蔡健雅

堆積所有對你的思念
把思念推進個 黑暗的房間
房間就在廚房 的後面沒人會發現

菸不離手把自己灌醉
醉醒過後笑自己有多狼狽
泡的咖啡有苦的滋味
我睜開了眼
忘記你是誰

讓風箏自由 乾脆剪斷了線
讓它往藍天空 隨風而飛越飛
越高直到看不見
像電影裡的畫面

這樣也許能讓我好過一些
把你當做風箏 隨風而飛
越飛越高直到無所謂
我剪斷了線 不再對你懷念

要風箏自由 乾脆剪斷了線
讓它往藍天空 隨風而飛
越飛越高直到看不見
像電影裡的畫面

這樣也許能 讓我好過一些
把你當做風箏 隨風而飛
飛到哪裡我無所謂
我剪斷了線
不再對你懷念

愛 總是讓人心碎
讓我無法入睡
我又忍不住走進那房間
我閉上了眼
又被思念包圍

又被思念包圍

Its not in your hands when your love ones will leave,
but its all in your hands how you are going to love them.

I've been having the most random thoughts about death these days. Not seeing it in the superstitious way, I dont believe in that either; just little stumbles along the walk that make you turn back and wonder abit..
Seriously, if im to die tomorrow, guess one of the things i'd definately regret is not giving any hug to anyone i've ever liked. like-Like like.
I love hugs, to me its the most direct way of showing love, not words not roses not rings, just the warmth two person share. (im trying to emoticonize the ^^ + >< face, haha nvm.)
yeah but.. oh well, hahaha.

Shanghai Expo

Singapore Pavillion

Canada Pavillion

France Pavillion

Standing in the sea of 189 pavillions, Singapore's music box actually seem quite good! Uh would really kill to visit Shanghai Expo now now now! If only i have 1.5K in a month time. :(

A new beginning. #36

=)

Day one.

憨人

Its amazing how Ulty always seem to kill me and everytime i manage to survive it with that last bit of breath.

& if theres one final reason why i like Mayday, it'd be because they give me the craze to dream; to believe theres always a place thats yet to rot in every heart, and trust in the day we have the shot of our life.

“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”
--Mary Anne Radmacher

War

There is so much blood. It's pouring out of faster than we could begin to staunch it. Our eyes meet. He has the tape, I have the bandages. We are enemies. Am I willing to die, just to take another with me? Is he? Our eyes meet again. The answer is clear: No, we are not. We trade supplies. I stand up slowly. He does the same. We grab our guns, look each other in the eye a third time, and limp back to our prospective camps. We know what we are fighting for. Freedom. Justice. We are soldiers. Only soldiers. Insignificant pawns in the overall plan of war. Like Che said, “Shoot me. You will only kill a man.” Our deaths would have been pointless.

Shots go off in the distance. I limp faster. A little girl is running, doll in hand, opposite me on the path. Unable to avoid it, we inevitably crash and fall. She stands up, I have her doll. She reaches for it. More shots go off, nearer now. The girl is still reaching. She falls. There is a bullet in her back. She died instantly. Tears well up in my eyes. Another innocent bystander. Another statistic of war. Soldiers fill the clearing. They are my fellow men. They grab the girl, tossing her away from me. My world slows, her body twists, showing her blank face. She explodes. A bomb, they told me later, was implanted within her. They were giving her a mercy killing. I'm in shock. I can here someone sobbing. It's me. I'm sobbing. I'm still holding the doll, too. I hug it to me, using it for the smallest of comforts.

I limp out of the tent. No one asks any questions as I go by. They are silent, knowing. I return the clearing. I find him there. The enemy. He is kneeling next to the stained, burnt spot of ground. Our eyes meet for the final time. I hand him the doll. He stares silently at it, tears streaming down his face. This is war.

War by ~Kitz-the-Kitsune

I've been going to the interjunction of our areas alot, in hope to catch a really familiar face.. But i contradict myself every time. perhaps one day, one day everything will fall into place.

Angela Aki

Been youtubing Angela Aki's music, her live performances are seriously awesome. Just a piano and a good voice to beautify the universe a tad bit more.

離別曲

離別曲
詞:陳珊妮 曲:Chopin(Etude,OP.10,NO.3)

最美的時光　聽搖滾樂　你的臉輕輕貼著我心臟
不慌不忙　青春的低頻將延續播放　越叛逆越顯感傷
你送了花　粉紅的花　我的笑聲無邪的不像話

再壞的傷　不過就是七月裡的陽光燦爛啊　
夏天偷偷刺了一道吻痕在肩膀
那麼多愛　那麼多幸福　那樣的感覺
變成一段　流行的歌

最美的時光　跳舞音樂　震動愛人不安分的心臟
清秀長髮　年輕越搖擺越無限延長　不思議　如此閃亮
我卸了妝　粉紅的妝　曾經是害羞情侶的模樣

再壞的傷　不過就是你和我最好的照片　
時間偏偏故意弄髒你我的臉龐
那麼多愛　那麼多幸福　那樣的感覺
變成一般　輕浮哼唱　 蕭邦最恨　流行的歌

雨后

雨后的清晨，空气中带着淡淡青草味，

我们在朦胧的田里 安静的哼着小时候的旋律

肩并肩跳了一个 很长很长的舞 。。

10 MORE DAYS BABY!

I've learnt to not think into things and take them as they are, never to expect and take whatever comes by the way. Well, it seems to be a pretty positive take to life now. Feels like the good old days.
But certain things need a direction, Higher ones.. is there a direction i'll never have to ask any what ifs?

左邊

在轉角之後 扣上故事門鎖
請你張開雙手 讓我死在懷中

握你的左手 散落在我手中的是溫柔
曾經給你太多 傷心過 過後總會寬闊

握你的溫柔 散落在我心中的是錯過
我需要寂寞 來撫摸 雨季中百花凋落過後的沉默

也許就逐漸忘了有多久

No, im not giving up yet.

it hurts. it really really hurts.. to think i've been watching ulty vids yesterday, reading notes of teamates, getting so fking psyched up to die for this team i've played so long for.
all these effort shames. nothing else but shames me for fking up, for not able to even play for this team i call home.

IVP'10

LET'S GO SPU. THIS IS THE TIME.

This time, we'll run and run and run.

Shirts all soak in sweat and mud, we'll keep running, keep running,

keep trashing through the quaters, through the semis.

And we'll run to the fields of the Finals, the Ultimate Match.

The Ultimate Team.

The team we know Winning taste the sweetest.

I BLEED SPU.

[★]

Xinwang

GOT A JOB AT XINWANG!! HAHAHA.
PAPAYA SOUP EVEREEDAY. <3