Monday, November 29, 2010

I wish i have a piece of you.

Something that would at least ease a tad bit of the loss I'm made to go through every night. Something that I can hold on to and feel your warmth, before the chill of true hard fact hits in. That things may not go back to where we've left them, that this may be the abrupt end to the long run and everything hopeful.
Some nights, I stay up hating you bringing me through these. Some nights, I break down and miss you. Lately, I decided to look out of the picture and take whatever's coming my way. Took years of humiliation to master that, now Im pretty good at it.

Maybe I need that piece of you. maybe, maybe I don't..

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Good time, for a change

Eugene got me this awesome archi presentation book! I love it!
This time, im really gonna work hard, hard, hard. *Huge warm hugs* to everyone there. You guys gave me a new meaning to life. :)
To dad, to mommy, to the siblings, to everyone who cares. I love you. <3
Thanks for listening to me, being there guilding me through this almost despair period. Camy, Jassie Png. Im blessed with angels by my side. :)

You were never there, it hurts, i still cry. But what am i to say its wrong to do so, right..

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

The Lovely Bones

"These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections — sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent — that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it.
The events my death brought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous lifeless body had been my life."

Monday, November 15, 2010

Crazy BP

Sight of it makes me crazzzeh!!
And I've still got my drainage undone!
And the radio's playing Feilunhai omg. Im going crazy.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Giam He

我不好也不壞 不特別出眾 我只是敢不同
我的人生就是 一錯再錯 錯完了再從頭

也許放棄掉一些 活得更輕鬆 我卻不再是我
我不願一生 曬太陽吹風 鹹魚也要有夢

有一天有我的天空

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Change

Woke up to a brand new day.

Time to change.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

To one of the most awesome person in my life,

HAPPY BIRTH DAYYYY GIRL!!!!!!!
TO 12 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, TO BEING THE TOUGHEST GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN. TO ALL THE MAYDAY SONGS WE SING SCREAM AND YELL.

所有悲伤现在停止,重新开始。