Friday, January 29, 2010

Meoow!

小玉's cat.
They're sooo cute!!
Always wanted one. I will, i will, I will one day.
:D

alrite time to sleep, waking up early to continue my 3d.
Buddha, bless me.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

American Beauty


"I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die.
First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time...
For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars...
And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street...
Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper...
And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird...
And Janie...
And Janie...
And... Carolyn.

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world.
Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...

And then I remember to relax..
and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...

You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure.
But don't worry...

you will someday. "

Sunday, January 24, 2010

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden.

Somebody's status.. how sweet. :)

Friday, January 22, 2010



i guess autocad really drove me crazy, i start listening to the most random Jay Chou video on youtube..
and it suddenly reminded me of your voice..

Thursday, January 21, 2010

i cry thinking of trainings..

i need a break. i need a long long break..

Friday, January 15, 2010

Seattle Riot!



Miranda Roth is truely imba.
Would be so cool to play w a team of girls like Riot. Seriously cant wait for Single Gender tourney!! Aaaaah.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

爱要直接
我不搞暧昧

不够干脆的人会被黑

浪费时间
排设么队

我在眼前

给,信嫂

Thanks for every every thing sis. The anchor of my life, the reason i still am who i am now. Love all the night walks round St 52, love Limbang, love the path to your place i used to take everyday. Love how clumsy you always look carrying so many ntuc bags, love how you always meet me with the clothes so sloppy you cant step out of the street. Haha!
But girl, i love you for being so much stronger than any 18 year old woman can be, the strength to get back up after so many setbacks. The determination to prove what you're made of, the charm you emit out of your lady frame. Sometimes it just got me standing in awe how this young crying girl has grown up.
Thanks for being there whenever i need a cry, and listen to every whine i've got bout the world which always seem much brighter after meeting you. Hahaha.
There for you too always, your sis. :)
Muah! <3

怪兽女友,上

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

love.

The trouble with love is
it can tear you up inside
make your heart believe a lie
its stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
it doesn't care how fast you fall
and you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all


Everytime i turn around
i think i've got it all figured out
my heart keeps calling
and i keep on falling
over and over again
this set story always end the same
me standing in the pouring rain
it seems no matter what i do
it tears my heart in two


Dear god, can i not fall for someone
and end up this same way again.. im tired of heartbreaks.
it hurts so much..

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Friday, January 8, 2010

Wah okay, i just chance upon Renee's music videos. Its so classic!! Been bout 6 years now.. pri5 pri6? Used to be very into hiphop, breakdance, rapping sorta thing. and she's pretty much the dominent few driving me, i swear i still remember the dancemoves for Feel Good and Spiderweb. Hahaha! Oh theres T-Rush, Machi, Wilber Pan and Missy Elliot too. Even bought lotsa bandanas, caps and singlets to be like them. Haha! To think of it, i really knew quite alotsa dance that time. The period i'll tape down every music videos, Energy's performances to learn e moves. Haha such good memories!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

淡淡的失眠夜,最熟悉最寂寞的梦境..

Submissions aah.

I need to draw,
i need to go K,
i need to watch Avatar 3d,
i need to eat Xinwang,
i need to go hunt for Butak Pantai
i need to go Architecture shooting,
i need to run, i need to train, i need Ulty!!