累

也覺得這就是誠實罷
明白希望也許並不是都長得儀表堂堂
所以我不再忙著沮喪

手裡有打開門的鑰匙
但我得承認 我只喜歡在生命的房間開一扇窗
畢竟日子有來有往

Sanzhi Pod Houses

Sanzhi District, Taiwan

"At some point in life, you are expected to be responsible for your actions regardless you like it or not. Learn it now when you are told. And not regret it at the later stage."

Ambitions

Came at the right time.

Life is...
A She and Him record on a Tuesday morning train.

Baby. Baby.
I was made for you. Woohooho~

Life is..
Spending Sunday doing nothing, listening to Lush.
Feeling profoundly grateful at how things are falling in place,
and making daydreams of strangers. Haha

RE-A-LIFE 生存

如果真的不快乐，

难道有谁能够重新开始活着

从小 我们就被要求一模一样，

头发一样 服装一样，

连人生的梦想 也要一模一样

考个像样的学校，

找个像样的工作，

住个像样的房子，

过个像样的人生

终于有一天 我突然发现，

这就是我的人生吗？

这就是我的人生吗？

日复一日 月复一月 年复一年

白衬衫 黑领带 我的人生

是不是DNA主控了我们都要一模一样？

一样平凡 一样普通

一样 一事无成

一样困在生活的圆圈里

日复一日 月复一月 年复一年

可不可以从头再来过？

可不可以从新开始活着？

可不可以从新开始追求我的梦想？

我好想复制一个新的自己

从头再来

再也不是白衬衫 黑领带的自己

我好想复制一个新的自己

如果不行 那就让我复制 一个新的世界

一个新的世界

一个不再日复一日 像个绝望的圆

一个新的世界

新的世界

第36个故事

把一生的学费都换成机票，环游世界。

Saturday

Been so long since i last spend a day walking around with the camera.

A good weekend for a new week ahead. YEAAH.

Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish

“Almost everything—all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure—these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”

- Steve Jobs

Prayers

Only till now, I've learn the importance of living by today,
because tomorrow's ground is way too uncertain..
Please Higher ones, bless the world..

Fishies

Spent a good sunday fish/plant shopping with bro and setting up my own mini aquarium! Guess i came at the right time since he's looking to transform his tank into planting greens instead. His cherry scrimps are always looking so busy I sat for half an hour just figuring what they're doing. Haha ah cant wait to see them breed and fill up the sand bed. :) & im so tempted to make my own Terrariums too. Why does everything bro do always seem so interesting!!

Mrs. Parker

Haha this totally cracks me up. Well, on the fact me and my sibs had Kyle's Mom is a Bitch for each our alarms few years back, the songs really arent just functional to the show. They are too amazing to be. Haha! Anyway way to go Newtokyoterror! & oh Trey and Matt where art thou, Im still waiting for the new season!!

掉了

心疼的玫瑰　半夜還開著　找不到 匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到現場 卻已來不及　等待任何回音都不可得

微弱的風箏　冬天裡飄著　回不去手中纏線的那個
沒有藍天　又何必去飛　怎麼適合

黑色笑靨掉了　雪白眼淚掉了　該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色　結了冰的長河　回憶是最可怕的敵人

故事情節掉了　主角對白掉了　該屬於劇中的對角戲也掉了
胸口沒有快樂　斷了翅的白鴿　不枯萎的藉口全 掉了

曾經唱過的歌　分享過的笑聲　在心中不斷 拉扯
想念不能承認　偷偷擦去淚痕　冬天過了還是會很冷

Always in awe of 青峰's talent.
Next time I'm gonna get my children to learn poetry and arts, so they can be as charming. Haha

天空之城

不早不晚， 令一个不想睡的晚上，
从一堆回忆里拿出8年前辛苦存钱买下的天空之城演唱会。

一转眼天空之城已经过了8年，我也长大了8岁。。

曾经为了什么疯狂的生活，
为了什么追逐所有最放肆的梦。。
如果唱回当年的歌，挥霍当年的感动，
我会不会找回当年回忆中 那永远在革命的少年。。

等待我　請等待我　
直到約定融化成笑顏

孩子

想起看Channel V的那几年，听陈绮贞 五月天 拖拉库。。
想起哼着孩子在客厅跳舞，听着我爱夏天学的摇滚，因为五月天开始狂学吉他。
也想起一家一起唱‘如果说你要离开我，把我的相片换给我’和句句动力火车的歌。
想念无忧的日子，还有连音乐都是简单的那几年。

Through the City

10am, on the way home from school.

note

You really can endure, you really are strong, and you really do have worth,

and you will learn.. and you will learn with every goodbye, you will learn.

一頁台北 II

好久没看一部电影，感到那么简单的快乐。

我爱陈豪

Over one and half weeks, i finished 银楼金粉 and 宫心计. What a life after submission! Gon start on 公主嫁到. Yes, in sequence by your list Jas! Hahah :D

But a broken heart does not lose its capacity to love; it just has to pick itself up and together again, and figure out how it once went about its business.
-Mich

梦

『失明前』我想記得的四十七件事

我想記得夏天午後的暴雨／雨的形狀
我想記得黃昏的光／光的灰塵在飛揚
我想記得愛人如何親吻 如何擁抱
我想記得你煩燥不耐的模樣

我會想念１０歲時我看到的那隻象／象的死亡
我會想念卡夫卡／照片他那麼倔強
我會想念所有讀過的書認得的字
我會記得時間 像旋轉木馬消失

對半切開的奇異的奇異果以及
一個蘋果吃到最後剩下的蘋果核
一條發光的公路 兩旁都是梧桐樹
地圖上打過記號的城市 和一顆淚般清澈的湖
睡覺以前瞥見的那隻蟑螂 以及早上
睜開眼睛　就看到的那張蜘蛛網
我七歲時的照片第一次迷路穿的鞋
還有到底是誰隨手關掉整座星空
讓我流下 眼淚

蜻蜓／蜻蜓飛行的速度／狂風捲起沙揚起霧
一張空白的畫布 我看見過被地震搖晃的屋子 在一個非常美好的晴日
旅行紀念品掉下來／引起驚呼
一顆螺絲釘如何慢慢鬆動／然後出現一個洞
我不討厭沙灘而且我看過有一個人在沙灘上大聲咳嗽
檸檬／霓虹／果凍光腳穿過一堆爛泥的時候
滑翔機／嬰兒床
我懷疑我也看過一對翅膀 一頂帽子被一個複雜的腦袋戴過的形狀
我的手握緊的一張車票上面有４個字叫做目的地 讓我微笑
我親眼見過那四個字的樣子像黑色彫花欄干
圍住一個黃昏的露台 有一個男人在下面示愛

我必須全部記得 因為我害怕有一天有人會大聲質問我
對著我看不見的眼我會輕輕地說我看不見
但是我全部記得

Two 14th feb, two different dates. I was just the inglorious in-between..

WRABBIT

新年快乐!!!!!
Hmm first 2 hours of e chinese new year was pretty much spent emoing bout the submission, munching on chipsmore, emoing, munching, emoing. Yeah but i got up my 3d up in e next 2! So it wasnt that fml i thought today gon be. Hehe. 5 more days to D-Day.
FIGHTING!!!

Been hearing this song on Lush. I love it!
And lately I've been surprised by the amount of Lifehouse songs in my ipod. Loving how fresh they've got me feeling on the way to school. :)

Our bodies are our gardens

“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t always promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every good-bye you learn.”

— Veronica A. Shoffstall

“If the guy you’re dating doesn’t seem to be completely into you, or you feel the need to start ‘figuring him out,’ please consider the glorious thought that he might just not be that into you. And then free yourself to go find someone that is.”

— He’s Just Not That Into You

Garance Doré, Sartorialist

Some of my favorite pieces from Garance Doré and the Sartorialist.

KT Tunstall

Ah good old times. Love ya, Tunstall.

Bio

Did a super duapai bio for the Gradbook. hahah

Bio of yourself (below 40 words):

Someone once mentioned,
"Architecture is about making the common people happy."
We are the team of people with boundless imagination and skills to make their dreams come true.

Singapore, I am here to carve out your dreams.

Working hard

"There is always someone out there who is better than you. But that’s why you train so that you can beat those who didn’t work as hard as you."

HK Streets

Peel Street, Hong Kong
by Urban Sketcher, Paul Wang

HK streets are always like an old man whose been thru endless histories, every turn is a character and has a story to tell. Like the scenes in WKW films, I love them.

If only our Chinatown havent been restored and colored in rainbow shades.

You know what sucks..

Hey! I can relate, Tom.

Come away with me

The scenes, the smell, the touch. It still feels like yesterday..

And when I go to sleep now, Come Away With Me will soon ring throu my dreams, I'll hear your voice again and wake up to a brand new day. I probably never told you how much I love your morning voice. The best thing I ever wanted to start my day with. And if it's a better day, I get to spend it with you, you.

But today, and today, today, I am alone. The same ringtone will never sound throu the pillow side. It will perhaps never sound again.

I dont care if its been a month.

And I've truly nothing to recap about 2010.
I'm still living in the yesterdays.
Yes, tonight is about yesterday again..

GRAD

This April, gonna say bye to

0842482.

Jiayou Qy.

達爾文

作詞：小寒　作曲：蔡健雅

我的青春　也不是沒傷痕
是明白愛是信仰的延伸
什麼特徵　人緣還是眼神
也不會預知愛不愛的可能

保持單身　忍不住又沉淪
兜著圈子來去 又是苦等
人的一生　感情是旋轉門
轉到了最後真心的就不分

有過競爭　有過犧牲　被愛篩選過程　
學會認真　學會忠誠　適者才能生存　
懂得永恆　得要我們　進化成更好的人

我的青春　有時還蠻單純
相信幸福取決於愛的深
讀進化論　我贊成達爾文
沒實力的就有淘汰的可能

我的替身　已換過多少輪
記憶在舊情人心中變冷
我的一生　有幾道旋轉門
轉到了最後只剩你我沒分

懂得永恆　得要我們 進化成更好的人　

進化成更好的人

看。开

看开。Like how mom always teach me.

But, I will never forget you as the pathetic guy with no balls to apologise.

Gonna stay away, till I can finally face everything again.. that should help.

六月二十四日 天气阴沉

魔术师们的高帽子，

在荒野召开大会，

他们决定一起施展魔法，

然世上所有寂寞的人，

全都能快乐的在一起。

一阵狂风吹来，

打乱了他们的节奏，

帽子如落叶般随风四处飘散，

只留下寂寞的人在风中大声叹息。

－又寂寞又美好﹐ 機米

Stay Real

Stay Real all the way from Taiwan!

Thanks Tongtong!!

What you are

Love Jewel.

A flower is a flower,

it doesnt need to know how to bloom

Light is light,

just knows how to fill the room.

And dark is dark,

so the stars have a place to shine

The tide goes out

so it can come back another time.

Goodbye makes hello so sweet

and Love is love so it can teach us

we are already are

what we are,

what we are..

is beautiful.

no love, no glory

Why you have to deny every single thing, like I've never lived.
Thats not how you play this game, you cheated.. and im left to pick up the pieces.

end

美麗會凋零 泥土 埋葬森林

美麗會凋零 腐朽 我的愛情

Budak Pantai

Awesome guys from Budak Pantai!
Mike was so cute, he forgot and signed our albums twice. & had to repeatedly tell his mistake to the other member counting the signatures. Yes they helped us count the signatures, "you're missing Kah Keh, wait i go get him sign." Haha! Very.. human guys/uncles! They definately deserved to be Singapore Cultural icon lah!

If life gives you lemons..

"If life gives you lemons, sell them and make a fast buck!"
-Budak Pantai

Dear Friend

"忽然發現心動跟心痛只是一線之間.

想要自私的祝福自己, 希望下一次心動時不會再心痛."

Winterleague came and gone again.

But I still remember this, from a friend I'll probably never meet once more.

幸福

“没有幸福，只有自由与平静。”

那幸福是设么。。

Country Strong

I have weathered

Colder winters; Longer summers

Without a drop of rain

Push me in a corner

And I'll come out fighting

I may lose but I 'll always keep my faith

Cause I'm country strong

Hard to break

Like the ground I grew up on

You may fool me

And I'll fall

But I won't stay down long

Cause I'm country strong

I wish i have a piece of you.

Something that would at least ease a tad bit of the loss I'm made to go through every night. Something that I can hold on to and feel your warmth, before the chill of true hard fact hits in. That things may not go back to where we've left them, that this may be the abrupt end to the long run and everything hopeful.
Some nights, I stay up hating you bringing me through these. Some nights, I break down and miss you. Lately, I decided to look out of the picture and take whatever's coming my way. Took years of humiliation to master that, now Im pretty good at it.

Maybe I need that piece of you. maybe, maybe I don't..

Good time, for a change

Eugene got me this awesome archi presentation book! I love it!
This time, im really gonna work hard, hard, hard. *Huge warm hugs* to everyone there. You guys gave me a new meaning to life. :)
To dad, to mommy, to the siblings, to everyone who cares. I love you. <3
Thanks for listening to me, being there guilding me through this almost despair period. Camy, Jassie Png. Im blessed with angels by my side. :)

You were never there, it hurts, i still cry. But what am i to say its wrong to do so, right..

The Lovely Bones

"These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections — sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent — that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it.

The events my death brought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous lifeless body had been my life."

Crazy BP

Sight of it makes me crazzzeh!!

And I've still got my drainage undone!

And the radio's playing Feilunhai omg. Im going crazy.

Giam He

我不好也不壞　不特別出眾　我只是敢不同
我的人生就是　一錯再錯　錯完了再從頭

也許放棄掉一些　活得更輕鬆　我卻不再是我
我不願一生　曬太陽吹風　鹹魚也要有夢

有一天有我的天空

Change

Woke up to a brand new day.

Time to change.

♥

To one of the most awesome person in my life,

HAPPY BIRTH DAYYYY GIRL!!!!!!!

TO 12 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, TO BEING THE TOUGHEST GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN. TO ALL THE MAYDAY SONGS WE SING SCREAM AND YELL.

所有悲伤现在停止，重新开始。

Alcohol

Theres a reason why i dont drink. I hate the feeling of losing control of yourself. So much for the discipline to hold up your values, avoiding things that'll get you regret every moment after. Not getting carried away by alcohol is just a resposibility for yourself, for the parents, all the time they spent to nuture you. They say you are the real you when you're drunk, but whose not self-centered, vulgar and crazy. Guarded by moral and rationality - losing them, we are all the same isnt it.
As much as I dislike drinking, I dont like to see my love ones getting carried away by alcohol. Period.

Two

Cant believe Alvin waited 2 hours under my place to surprise me with this new Taiwanese bubbletea he found. Only to miss me walking pass to take e lift up! And my super suay phone got flat during the hours. Hahaha! Still it really really warms my heart.
Heres to the 2nd month! =)

Cosmofriends

宇宙人 X 1976


宇宙人 X TIZZY BAC


宇宙人 X 旺福


宇宙人 X 五月天!!!

Best thing when your favourite bands are good friends.
You get all these awesome collaborations! Heheh.

思念总是让我受困 脱不了身
我摸黑找不到 回家的路程


最近感觉握紧在手中的东西 一直不断得流失。。

Aubrey

And Aubrey was her name,
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But whos to blame?
For a love that wouldnt bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme it doesnt mean a thing.

And Aubrey was her name.
We triped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was june.
No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,

But God I miss the girl,
And Id go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.

And Aubrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same,
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I cant have the one I want, I’ll do without the best.

But how I miss the girl
And Id go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.

Over the holiz

Made up my little piece of garden!

Now i can say, Sagethegardener gardens! Hahahaha.

Architekture

6 more months, and im out of it.

午夜三點 風雨交加

路邊攤　我和她　電影散場

路邊攤　雨棚下　聊到打烊

那一秒以為　她跟我的故事　

世界上最偉大

我愛她　那個暑假

Its always this time into the nights, I start regretting my decisions. Fark.

才發現 已經過了一生

不眠

作詞：楊明學 作曲：范瑋琪

7點10分 清晨時分 慵懶的氣氛

睡不著 醒不了 我又失了魂

我枯坐著 望著日輪

卻以為是黃昏

鳥嗚聲 讓我回神

才發現 已經過了一生

浮浮沉沉 假假真真

為誰辛苦 為誰認真

為何努力 為何犧牲

拼了再拼 忍了又忍

還是欲望 這種本能

會讓人忘了 有多心疼

只是不知 無論如何

到了最後 還不是一個人

到了最後 才發現不是 一個人

One of my favourite piece.

Rest in peace, 楊明學。

(500) Days of Summer

It sure is not a love story. But well, in the end you realize how bold and nicely imperfect the whole story is. Show you all the shits you're tricked into thinking what are the most beautiful things in the world, to find the next day everything is but what you were all over the moon bout.
How Love pricks and breaks your heart, but eventually that right one will still come along.

Anyway I love how they played Carla Bruni and Regina Spektor throu the film. How they spoke bout Octopus Garden and Ringo Starr. I love them!

"Its a monster thing!"

Cutest thing ever!! :D

Adriana Lima sketch

Yay, finally done with Adriana Lima's sketch. So sad i realize the eyes too late, couldnt change it by the time. Took a new technique to do the facial shades, am always afraid showing the strokes might make the skin seem too rough. But it turned out pretty well! Tempted to start on a Zooey Deschanel soon!

She & Him

Falling in love with Zooey Deschanel.

Give me half a year.

I'll show you i deserve the number on my back. That giving me this number is never a mistake. That im here, for no other reason, but to play ultimate and become a player i never see myself as one year ago.

Next Singopens, I wanna be your first 7.

Sing Opens 2010

Last pic for Gwen Ambler. :)10 more hours to first match.

Never dared to say this, but im prepared!

Tomorrow, I'll sleep well. We'll all sleep well.
Cant wait to cheer our awesomely kawaii cheer!! :D

少年骑士，冲啊!

陳傑瑞 - 我不相信

Nice mv.

跟记忆迎面交集

極限
词:葛大为/徐佳莹 曲:徐佳莹

對占星執迷 需要空洞 的鼓勵
才認清自己 逞強終究 只是逃避
放棄止痛劑 跟記憶 迎面交集
我依然堅持 回到家才哭泣

我的極限 就到這裡 就算永遠 不能痊癒
太害怕安靜 所以習慣 自言自語
你的極限 也在這裡 別跨越 我失序的心
如果我是你 會更殘酷離去

副作用不明 但意志 還算清醒
我真的慶幸 不曾自我否定

我的極限 就到這裡 早該禁止 繼續沉溺
在崩潰前夕我會承認 我已失去
你的極限 也在這裡 收回 最後一次感性
如果我是你 不會浪費同情

我的極限 就到這裡 早該禁止 繼續沉溺
在崩潰前夕 我要承認 我已失去
你的極限 也在這裡 收回 最後一次感性
如果我是你 我會同情自己

Jurong Hill

Lost in lights.