Muachee?

Thanks for being such a dummy to drive all the way to get the Kois with me. :)

WORLDS 2010

Uhh hopefully the online streaming site works in Sg!

GO SIN CITY!

GO RIOT!

GO BUZZ BULLETS!!

Datum:KL

Blur, Diller Scofidio + Renfro

House N, Box in Box in Box

House H

House O, Sou Fijimoto

Block B, Chris Chong

Datum:KL was inspiring. How architects around the world come together for a movement, bringing our technology back to the primitive living. Especially love Sou Fujimoto's designs, very zen, very quiet, very Jap; yet are all so profoundly crafted spaces.

Trip wasnt perfectly enjoyable, but the lessons and knowledge brought home from the conference definately pays for everything. Yes, despite having to stay in hotel alone, nursing the damn cramp. Hahaha. Am hoping to make it annual to attend archi conferences. :)

Knights

For the Coach,
for the most awesome Teamates,
for the very reason why i am here,
I WILL SURVIVE.

飞盘骑士，帅！

6 words

Some Ultimate reads.

It's universal point, you're the captain. You have EXACTLY 6 words to say to your team to fire them up to win the game. Go.

- Zero to zero, game's to one.

- You don't score until you score. ~ American Pie

- Give them nothing, take their everything.

- When in doubt, lay out!

- This is what we play for.

This is what we play for...

青春

青春 就是闯，

失败了 爬起来 再闯。

Stay strong. Stay strong. Stay strong qinyi.

p.s.
If you're lonely over there, Dad please know im here thinking of you.

Zero Discplacement

Zero Discplacement,

Where I started out, where a part of me will always lay.

思念

詞／曲：蔡健雅

堆積所有對你的思念
把思念推進個 黑暗的房間
房間就在廚房 的後面沒人會發現

菸不離手把自己灌醉
醉醒過後笑自己有多狼狽
泡的咖啡有苦的滋味
我睜開了眼
忘記你是誰

讓風箏自由 乾脆剪斷了線
讓它往藍天空 隨風而飛越飛
越高直到看不見
像電影裡的畫面

這樣也許能讓我好過一些
把你當做風箏 隨風而飛
越飛越高直到無所謂
我剪斷了線 不再對你懷念

要風箏自由 乾脆剪斷了線
讓它往藍天空 隨風而飛
越飛越高直到看不見
像電影裡的畫面

這樣也許能 讓我好過一些
把你當做風箏 隨風而飛
飛到哪裡我無所謂
我剪斷了線
不再對你懷念

愛 總是讓人心碎
讓我無法入睡
我又忍不住走進那房間
我閉上了眼
又被思念包圍

又被思念包圍

Its not in your hands when your love ones will leave,
but its all in your hands how you are going to love them.

I've been having the most random thoughts about death these days. Not seeing it in the superstitious way, I dont believe in that either; just little stumbles along the walk that make you turn back and wonder abit..
Seriously, if im to die tomorrow, guess one of the things i'd definately regret is not giving any hug to anyone i've ever liked. like-Like like.
I love hugs, to me its the most direct way of showing love, not words not roses not rings, just the warmth two person share. (im trying to emoticonize the ^^ + >< face, haha nvm.)
yeah but.. oh well, hahaha.

Shanghai Expo

Singapore Pavillion

Canada Pavillion

France Pavillion

Standing in the sea of 189 pavillions, Singapore's music box actually seem quite good! Uh would really kill to visit Shanghai Expo now now now! If only i have 1.5K in a month time. :(

A new beginning. #36

=)

Day one.

憨人

Its amazing how Ulty always seem to kill me and everytime i manage to survive it with that last bit of breath.

& if theres one final reason why i like Mayday, it'd be because they give me the craze to dream; to believe theres always a place thats yet to rot in every heart, and trust in the day we have the shot of our life.

“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”
--Mary Anne Radmacher

War

There is so much blood. It's pouring out of faster than we could begin to staunch it. Our eyes meet. He has the tape, I have the bandages. We are enemies. Am I willing to die, just to take another with me? Is he? Our eyes meet again. The answer is clear: No, we are not. We trade supplies. I stand up slowly. He does the same. We grab our guns, look each other in the eye a third time, and limp back to our prospective camps. We know what we are fighting for. Freedom. Justice. We are soldiers. Only soldiers. Insignificant pawns in the overall plan of war. Like Che said, “Shoot me. You will only kill a man.” Our deaths would have been pointless.

Shots go off in the distance. I limp faster. A little girl is running, doll in hand, opposite me on the path. Unable to avoid it, we inevitably crash and fall. She stands up, I have her doll. She reaches for it. More shots go off, nearer now. The girl is still reaching. She falls. There is a bullet in her back. She died instantly. Tears well up in my eyes. Another innocent bystander. Another statistic of war. Soldiers fill the clearing. They are my fellow men. They grab the girl, tossing her away from me. My world slows, her body twists, showing her blank face. She explodes. A bomb, they told me later, was implanted within her. They were giving her a mercy killing. I'm in shock. I can here someone sobbing. It's me. I'm sobbing. I'm still holding the doll, too. I hug it to me, using it for the smallest of comforts.

I limp out of the tent. No one asks any questions as I go by. They are silent, knowing. I return the clearing. I find him there. The enemy. He is kneeling next to the stained, burnt spot of ground. Our eyes meet for the final time. I hand him the doll. He stares silently at it, tears streaming down his face. This is war.

War by ~Kitz-the-Kitsune

I've been going to the interjunction of our areas alot, in hope to catch a really familiar face.. But i contradict myself every time. perhaps one day, one day everything will fall into place.

Angela Aki

Been youtubing Angela Aki's music, her live performances are seriously awesome. Just a piano and a good voice to beautify the universe a tad bit more.

離別曲

離別曲
詞:陳珊妮 曲:Chopin(Etude,OP.10,NO.3)

最美的時光　聽搖滾樂　你的臉輕輕貼著我心臟
不慌不忙　青春的低頻將延續播放　越叛逆越顯感傷
你送了花　粉紅的花　我的笑聲無邪的不像話

再壞的傷　不過就是七月裡的陽光燦爛啊　
夏天偷偷刺了一道吻痕在肩膀
那麼多愛　那麼多幸福　那樣的感覺
變成一段　流行的歌

最美的時光　跳舞音樂　震動愛人不安分的心臟
清秀長髮　年輕越搖擺越無限延長　不思議　如此閃亮
我卸了妝　粉紅的妝　曾經是害羞情侶的模樣

再壞的傷　不過就是你和我最好的照片　
時間偏偏故意弄髒你我的臉龐
那麼多愛　那麼多幸福　那樣的感覺
變成一般　輕浮哼唱　 蕭邦最恨　流行的歌

雨后

雨后的清晨，空气中带着淡淡青草味，

我们在朦胧的田里 安静的哼着小时候的旋律

肩并肩跳了一个 很长很长的舞 。。

10 MORE DAYS BABY!

I've learnt to not think into things and take them as they are, never to expect and take whatever comes by the way. Well, it seems to be a pretty positive take to life now. Feels like the good old days.
But certain things need a direction, Higher ones.. is there a direction i'll never have to ask any what ifs?

左邊

在轉角之後 扣上故事門鎖
請你張開雙手 讓我死在懷中

握你的左手 散落在我手中的是溫柔
曾經給你太多 傷心過 過後總會寬闊

握你的溫柔 散落在我心中的是錯過
我需要寂寞 來撫摸 雨季中百花凋落過後的沉默

也許就逐漸忘了有多久

No, im not giving up yet.

it hurts. it really really hurts.. to think i've been watching ulty vids yesterday, reading notes of teamates, getting so fking psyched up to die for this team i've played so long for.
all these effort shames. nothing else but shames me for fking up, for not able to even play for this team i call home.

IVP'10

LET'S GO SPU. THIS IS THE TIME.

This time, we'll run and run and run.

Shirts all soak in sweat and mud, we'll keep running, keep running,

keep trashing through the quaters, through the semis.

And we'll run to the fields of the Finals, the Ultimate Match.

The Ultimate Team.

The team we know Winning taste the sweetest.

I BLEED SPU.

[★]

Xinwang

GOT A JOB AT XINWANG!! HAHAHA.
PAPAYA SOUP EVEREEDAY. <3

To, Ahma

As we stand in front of you, giving our last blessing along the chants of the monks, i remember the day you last spoke a word to me. The day 3 years ago, you ask me to be a good girl, and listen to Mommy.. i remember.
Im glad i gained the courage to see your ashes that day you were cremated.. just wanted my memory of you to be the you laying peacefully in the coffin, but i guess bro and sis were right. Your ashes give a closure, the closure of everything.. that you're really gone.

Ahma, may you go on and live amoung blooming flowers, large green fields and chirping birds in light blue skies, with the chants of Buddha and smell of lotuses endlessly filling the air.

Thank you for everything you've given me, you'll always always be deep in my heart.
I'll be a good girl, and listen to Mommy.
Ahma, gam xia.

Million Dollar Baby

Was looking round Bro's dvd library to occupy the night and he threw me the Million Dollar Baby. He said its that one film that pulls you in so deep into the characters that you cant help feeling every microbit of emotions they go through. And repeated how much a legend Clint Eastwood is, acting and directing.
To me its truely a film that leaves you with such heavy heart, you really shouldnt watch it before bed. Din expect the story to turn out the way it is, made me teared so badly. Its depressing and yet so life affirming at the same time. Plot and lines are smart, characters and actings are perfect.
Definately definately one of the best film in the decade.

But now I've trouble sleeping..

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(March 4th, never would i know this is the day Ahma will leave..)

Little House

I think of you alot everyday, but its something i can never let you know..

Calvin Klein model

Took a year to complete, finished the features many many months before and lost the feel to continue since, till 2 days ago. Haha i like how it looks abit like Amanda Seyfried. Dear John's good! :)

Dear John

"That's the big mistake a lot of people make when they wonder how soldiers can put their lives on the line day after day or how they can fight for something they may not believe in. Not everyone does. I've worked with soldiers on all sides of the political spectrum; I've met some who hated the army and others who wanted to make it a career. I've met geniuses and idiots, but when all is said and done,we do what we do for one another. For friendship. Not for country, not for patriotism, not because we're programmed killing machines, but because of the guy next to you. You fight for your friend, to keep him alive, and he fights for you, and everything about the army is built on this simple premise. "
— Nicholas Sparks (Dear John)

簡單。生活

Theres always this certain charm in Taiwanese that never fails to grip me. Their lifestyle, their taste in music and arts, their culture, the streets, the fields, the schools etc.
The ability to walk on the street, turn every corner and see different underground bands performing.
On lazy wednesday nights, find few machis and head down Kafuka for a drink and watch 1976. Spend most weekends at The Wall and Danshui watching gigs like Crowd Lu and Tizzy Bac.
Look forward every summers, for Simple Life and the countless summer gigs. Celebrate the heat to beats of happy tunes and beach, sodas, ice-creams, bikinis.
On off days, cycle down the breakfast shop at 630am and spend hours reading Jimmy Liao in the cafe.
Get a guitar to the school backyard in fresh mornings and write songs about the sweetest first love.
Appreciate music and art at such great context.
Well i may beautify things too much. But thats definately a life i'd kill to live. :)

忽然發現心動跟心痛只是一線之間. 想要自私的祝福自己, 希望下一次心動時不會再心痛.
- Derek Liu

不打扰 是我的温柔。。

17th April!!!!!

Black night, white lights

Huge grass, soft breeze, dark skies, alluring city lights.
I enjoyed every lil moments of tonight. :)

鼓舞吧，改变世界的人们

我们都想要这世界有一点改变
可能变得跟好，变得更不冷漠
变得更热情，变得更争议。

我们知道这事请 它可能不会在五月天手上发生，
但是我们要做一个 庞大的背景音乐
来鼓舞这些会改变世界的人。
那 应该这是我们想做的。。

如果世界是个革命的舞厅
那我希望五月天做的 就是
在这舞厅里面常常播放的
革命的舞曲。

-五月天

純真

你心中一定有座　濃霧的湖泊　
任憑月光再皎潔　照也照不透

你眼中閃爍湖面　無邊的溫柔　
那波光在 誘惑 。。

NINETEEEEN

Another year older, life's getting more and more serious every day..

I dont like to play all the 'ai mei' games, holding up the urges to talk to someone you'd kill to, just to be a little more valuable. I dont wanna play by the rules to be missed a little more.
I wanna talk to you, i wanna see you. And if u need me, im right here for you.

Shouldnt it be that simple..

Meoow!

小玉's cat.

They're sooo cute!!

Always wanted one. I will, i will, I will one day.

:D

alrite time to sleep, waking up early to continue my 3d.

Buddha, bless me.

American Beauty

"I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die.

First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time...

For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars...

And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street...

Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper...

And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird...

And Janie...

And Janie...

And... Carolyn.

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world.

Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...

And then I remember to relax..

and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...

You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure.

But don't worry...

you will someday. "

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden.

Somebody's status.. how sweet. :)

i guess autocad really drove me crazy, i start listening to the most random Jay Chou video on youtube..
and it suddenly reminded me of your voice..

i cry thinking of trainings..

i need a break. i need a long long break..

Seattle Riot!

Miranda Roth is truely imba.
Would be so cool to play w a team of girls like Riot. Seriously cant wait for Single Gender tourney!! Aaaaah.

爱要直接
我不搞暧昧

不够干脆的人会被黑

浪费时间
排设么队

我在眼前

给，信嫂

Thanks for every every thing sis. The anchor of my life, the reason i still am who i am now. Love all the night walks round St 52, love Limbang, love the path to your place i used to take everyday. Love how clumsy you always look carrying so many ntuc bags, love how you always meet me with the clothes so sloppy you cant step out of the street. Haha!
But girl, i love you for being so much stronger than any 18 year old woman can be, the strength to get back up after so many setbacks. The determination to prove what you're made of, the charm you emit out of your lady frame. Sometimes it just got me standing in awe how this young crying girl has grown up.
Thanks for being there whenever i need a cry, and listen to every whine i've got bout the world which always seem much brighter after meeting you. Hahaha.
There for you too always, your sis. :)
Muah! <3

怪兽女友，上

love.

The trouble with love is

it can tear you up inside

make your heart believe a lie

its stronger than your pride

The trouble with love is

it doesn't care how fast you fall

and you can't refuse the call

See you've got no say at all

Everytime i turn around

i think i've got it all figured out

my heart keeps calling

and i keep on falling

over and over again

this set story always end the same

me standing in the pouring rain

it seems no matter what i do

it tears my heart in two

Dear god, can i not fall for someone

and end up this same way again.. im tired of heartbreaks.

it hurts so much..

Ready to fly.

Wah okay, i just chance upon Renee's music videos. Its so classic!! Been bout 6 years now.. pri5 pri6? Used to be very into hiphop, breakdance, rapping sorta thing. and she's pretty much the dominent few driving me, i swear i still remember the dancemoves for Feel Good and Spiderweb. Hahaha! Oh theres T-Rush, Machi, Wilber Pan and Missy Elliot too. Even bought lotsa bandanas, caps and singlets to be like them. Haha! To think of it, i really knew quite alotsa dance that time. The period i'll tape down every music videos, Energy's performances to learn e moves. Haha such good memories!

淡淡的失眠夜，最熟悉最寂寞的梦境..

Submissions aah.

I need to draw,
i need to go K,
i need to watch Avatar 3d,
i need to eat Xinwang,
i need to go hunt for Butak Pantai
i need to go Architecture shooting,
i need to run, i need to train, i need Ulty!!

向左走‧向右走

她‧習慣向左走

他‧習慣向右走

．．．習慣讓人有種莫名的安全感，卻又有種莫名的寂寞

　　　 而你永遠不知道，你的習慣會讓你錯過什麼．．．

How i wish im in Hongkong now,

strolling down Times Square along the blind Girl from 地下鐵, the Man with his fishtank from 微笑的魚, the bruised Bear from 失乐园, the many many round yellow Moons and the Rabbit in every forests, every dreams.

Come to SG next Christmas k?

Shots of Singapore architectures by Derek Liu

His photography truely inspires, love the bold perspectives and compositions.
Really nice to find people who does the same thing as you do on the fields. He's an intern from the States in Richard Ho's firm. Someone to share architecture views with on the sideline! Hahaha. And Erick's from Ong and Ong too, how nice coincidence!

AI - ONE

Sucha good song, nice mv.
Love AI.

Woke up with nice breeze sweeping through the room. Slept in till 1 in the noon, it still felt like 8 in the morning. Went for a lazy walk round Lot 1, rented some good dvds. Met up with girlfriend, chat through the evening. Wong Kar Wai night, Ulty tmr.

I like such good days.

Winterleague Week 4

YES, dearest i broke e barrier! i looked up e field! hahahahah.
Really good job Jigsaw. i love playing with you guys more and more! Lets continue winning!! ^^

毕竟是我爱的人 我能够怪你什么

Oh, how this spring of love resembleth,

The uncertain glory of an April day,

Which now shows all beauty of the Sun,

And by and by a cloud takes all away.

The Two Gentlemen of Verona,

William Shakespear

Because in this skeptical world, lousy individuals remain alone..

10,000 Hour Rule

Bro use this line on me once,
"Clock 10,000 hours of practice, and you become the master of it."
Heard it somewhere again lately.

Yes, im gonna handle 10,000 hours.
Wait for me.

ZD VS AC

Scimmage with ACJC wasnt bad, thought i did my best. Could have done alot more still, harder defence, better decisions making. Hope league'd go well tmr. =)
Way to go ZD! Gotta put up a damn good fight against RJ next week. We er.. better do. Geezes.

I look like Mommy here. Hahaha.

Love Me If You Dare

Tu me manques beaucoup

Team..

When will SPU start getting heated and intense again...?
I miss the days of tedious horrendous trainings. Each of everyone gets their fall and eventually pushing through barriers after barriers. The emotional teamtalks, the most heated, most motivational words from Jin. Every individuals striving so hard in the name of SPU.
How much we want it, how much we'll pay for it. We shed tears and blood together. The intensity flowing through under our skins, we brought it out on the field.
THIS IS SPU.
I wanna feel a part of this team again.
I wanna stand up proud saying this is the team i'll die for, again.
Look at them, time waits for no one.
Hope, waits for no one.
I wanna win IVP this year.
I wanna win NYP.
But if only we start now.
Cause they did..

Perhaps im just not a writer, it gets hard to put feelings into words these days..

how bout that,
you truely truely made my night. :)

Winterleague

Here comes the league, and everything good.

it will..

Stay Real

Omg, Stay Real featuring Tizzy Bac!!!! ><

十月二十九日 情天晴


你曾聽過午夜突然奏起的琴音嗎?
是巴哈 ﹐莫朴特 ﹐還是蕭邦?
那是天使的樂聲 ﹐
如此美妙 ﹐絕如此單調 ﹐
令人不禁墜入另一個無色的夢境。


－又寂寞又美好﹐ 機米

OH YEAH!

NEW ALBUM!!!!

三月四日　天空有好多雲


城市的路燈真沒情調﹐
於是我在公園裡點滿蠟燭﹐
在黃昏後發出溫暖的光亮。


獅子老虎替我守衛﹐
公園管理員
只能在遠方叫罵﹐
說我衛反公園保護第七十九條規定:


不准製造浪漫不實情調 ﹐誘人掉入戀愛陷阱。



－又寂寞又美好﹐ 機米　

Haha, St 52 is awesome with you around. :)

I choose not to believe November's e gray month.
Just hate it when fate have to mind-f people.
Please, let me hold on to the least expected and a faith that good things do happen, can?

I'll take it slow...

Miss you alot, Jas.

=)

Im trying all possibilities to keep myself contented at all things thats been good these days.
too good in fact, something i've waited so long for. i cant believe myself either, im finally talking to you. :)
Never felt such intense feeling, please tell me its a good sign.

hello hello, you are really cute.

This is a post for you.
With all i wanna say between the words..

SPU I/D

DESIRE - CHECKED. INTENSITY - CHECKED.
GHS last year has past, this time im not gonna regret.
Higher ones, please bless us.

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It'd have been bad, but am still optimistic.
Its things gained afterall.
Gambete gambete gambete. (Jas, thanks for the lil toy on my desk)
and if reality allows, i'd put that moment into repeat.
That almost magical moment.

"Elegance is achieved when all superfluous things have been discarded and the human being discovers simplicity and concentration. The simpler and more sober the posture, the more beautiful it will be. Snow is beautiful because it has only one colour; the sea is beautiful because it seems to be a flat surface. But both the sea and snow are deep, and know their own qualities."

- Paulo Coelho, The Way of the Bow

一片美麗又殘缺的幸福

Specially like this comment by josephcmliu...

最近的ipod中總是反覆著放著這一首歌,而Tanya的歌總是 輕柔的就碰觸並喚醒了心中最軟的那塊地方,帶著點失落又有著追憶的幸福,反覆的低吟,眼眶也不自主的濕潤了起來.....
這個mv拍攝的地點是在高雄的捷運中央公園站及美麗島站,帶灰濛的天空配上左營的落日殘紅,Tanya自言語自的吟唱著失去的孤寂,在南國的廣袤的天空下,浸入一片美麗又殘缺的幸福!

The beauty of chinese words.

qinyi